The Itch You Cannot Scratch

I had an itch that I thought this trip would scratch. Instead, it just spread the disease. From my head to my heart and down to every limb, finger and toe. It is now terminal . The prognosis is positive but I cannot be cured. It has seeped into my blood and clings to my bones. It has been sewn into my spirit and sprinkled onto my soul. While I may not die from it, I will certainly die with it. Unlike most afflictions, I hope this one's contagious. I want to transmit this inquisitive infection and induce discovery. I wish to impart my fever.

This voyage has not satiated my hunger but rather increased my appetite. Though it wet my palette, it has not quenched my thirst. I fear I may be addicted and that I will continue to crave this classification as a traveler, a wayfarer, an adventurer. I yearn to forever feast on this newness and knowledge. Won't  you join me in these appetizers of awareness and entrées of enlightenment? Can we dine together and itch with the eagerness for insight and exploration?

  

A City For Two

In Venice, I was a third wheel. Or more like a unicycle. The other wheels were found on a bicycle built for two, riding in the opposite direction. This was not the best city for the lone traveler looking to share a conversation or meal with new friends. Every lady my age was connected by the hand, hip or mouth to her man friend and I felt like a spectator on someone else's honeymoon. A public peeping-tom. It was rather uncomfortable. Instead of my usual wide-eyed self, gaping in awe, my gaze darted about, trying to avoid resting on an overly affectionate couple. It was a bit depressing. Even a gondola ride was out of the question. At a whopping 80 euros, there was no way I was going alone. It was the first time I felt limited by my independence. Being in Venice was the first time I felt sad. Me, the unabashed optimist, in a melancholy mood.

My low spirits didn't last long. After a long distance phone call, I snapped out of it. I was, after all, in Venice! Gorgeous Venice! A beautiful, floating city with many other sights for me to focus on besides the rampant lip-locking that I abhorred (or really was just jealous of). As I have done in every other city, I climbed the highest peak (the belltower in Campo San Marco) and spent time taking photos. In lieu of a gondola, I took the Vaporetto, Venice's subway on water, for a seven euro sunset spin around the islands. I stood on the side of the boat the entire route, getting off at the same stop at which I got on. I bought a hand-painted leather wallet and perused the Rialto Fish Market with so many sea creatures and buckets of live snails. Despite the reservation for one, I had one of the best meals of my entire trip. Fresh caught seared tuna, homemade macaroni with exotic mushrooms, and a lemon ricotta cream. Dangling my legs over the concrete curb with my feet hovering over the water, I spent my afternoons eating sicilian oranges, drinking spritz aperitifs and enjoying the sunshine. I left Venice happy, knowing I made the most of my solitude.

I can understand why it is a city for lovers - a magical place full of romance. With no streets, no horns honking, no traffic or the typical hustle and bustle, it is truly an escape. The narrow alleys are dizzyingly twisted and often appear to dead-end only to present you at your destination. It gives you the feeling of an explorer. As if you and your loved one are forging new paths, finding routes never before taken. Despite the masses of tourists, the cramped and tangled avenues provide you with the allusion that you are all alone. Just the two of you. Well for me, just me, but we're already over that. The accordion music is enchanting. The brackish lagoon water looks fake, like that of a luke warm swimming pool. The foundations are masked in green algae. The rocking water lulls you. Lights glitter on canals and cast a twinkle in the lover's gaze. This sinking city is hypnotic. From the stripes of the gondoliers and the canal reflections doubling what you see, Venice makes you dizzy. You must grab on to the one you are with for stability. The buildings are all slightly atilt and that, mixed with the abundance of Aperol cocktails, adds to the hallucinogenic qualities that this city is so famous for. For two, Venice is euphoric.

Amigos and Amicos

I may have come to Europe without a companion but have rarely been by myself. Only when asking about a "table for one" or seeing a couple kiss do I feel the sharp pang of loneliness. Of course I wish the people that I love could experience my travels with me, but they are not here. And still, I am not alone. Strange travelers have become fast friends. Our courtship is quicker than 'real life' as we start out with a common bond. We are fellow adventurers. We enjoy asking questions, pursuing learning and simply doing something different. Despite the distances between where we call home, we are close. We are kindred spirits.

My final meal in Barcelona, and perhaps my favorite, was shared with Jessica at the popular Cerveseria Catalan. She is a Brazilian Biologist and slept in the bunk bed across from mine. She is trilingual; receiving her Master's in Puerto Rico and now working towards her PH.D in England. Jessica just saw her first snowfall and wants to work in the Sahara. We split a pitcher of Sangria and a plate of prawns and started a conversation with the Finnish couple next to us. We discussed economies, gender roles and mental health. We shared our ideas on relationships and theories on politics. The two of us learned Finland's definition of traffic, early love for liquor and lack of marital affection. We spent over an hour comparing American, Brazilian and Finnish cultures; laughing at America's obesity and obsession with Oprah and Dr. Phil. When parting ways we all smiled, understanding how we were different while still being very much the same. Heading back to our hostel I hoped we would one day share another meal.


My last night in Florence was spent with an old friend and a new friend. Old in terms of Barcelona and new in terms of Florence. As planned, I met up with Krystal, the audacious Australian doctor I met in Spain. She was fresh from Cinque Terra and wearing new leather boots from Milan. We joined Whitney, and two bottles of Chianti, and watched my final sunset over Piazzale Michelangelo- my favorite overlook in Firenze. We took photos and shared travel tips. We spoke to other English speakers and recounted stories of our past. We ate large plates of spaghetti and took fancy shots rimmed with Nutella and coconut. Then, as has happened many times on this trip, we had to separate for our journeys are bringing us elsewhere. I am now in a new city but I know our future paths will cross. These bonds will not break as swiftly as they were built.

My friends at home will never recall my experiences in Spain or Italy. I cannot reminisce or ask them to remember when. Without them being here to take part in the memories I am making it feels as if once I return home, I will only be left with photos. Snapshots and personal recollections of my journey. However, this is not true. My fellow travelers and I have not been alone. We have had each other. I hope that those whom I have met rest assured knowing that I will never forget the times we have shared. While I may be across the country, or even the world, from where you live- I will remember. The random rope playground and zip line we found on a cloudy day. The dutch words you taught me. The 2am bottle of Jager we drank. Getting lost at the mall and roaming the Gothic Quarter. Laughing at awful photo-taking tourists or cringing at unappreciative audiences. Climbing hundreds of stairs, taking thousands of steps, surveying our new surroundings. I will always remember. We are kindred spirits and I hope we meet again.

Il Dolce Far Niente

The sweetness of doing nothing. Pleasant leisure. The joy of relaxation.

Rome was a mighty city. An ominous feeling swept through the maze of narrow cobblestone streets and left me with goosebumps. It's power was once measured in conquest. It's wealth, marked with slaughter. Countering the city's extravagance was it's Dark Age. Despite the opulence of the monuments and pompous relics, Rome's downfall was palpable. Were the grooves in staircase steps worn by invading barbarians? Did stones from statues still lie in the same locations on which they were destroyed? Including my visit here, all good things must come to an end. I ran myself ragged in Rome. Cramming almost three thousand years into three days of sightseeing was taxing- on both my body and my mind. Add a blanket of heat and a thick layer of grime and I was left drained, sunburned and spent. The coin I threw in the Trevi Fountain must come through as I need to return to the Eternal City to view the marvels I left behind. I came. I saw. I conquered.

After a three hour train ride through green laden trees and vast stretches of Tuscan farms, I am in Firenze (what we Americans know as Florence). The heart of the Renaissance. A city whose Golden Age continues. Though once plagued by a Black Death killing more than half of it's inhabitants, this glorified museum still feels very much alive. Along the flowing Arno river, there is a marriage of history and nature. Panoramic views include rising Cathedrals and lush, carpeted mountains. Florence was a land where intellect became sharper than the sword. Ideas outsmarted armies. Mastery meant more than just the triumph over enemies. I do not feel like I have to conquer this city but to simply enjoy it. I stroll rather than scramble. Saunter rather than sprint. Yesterday I wandered along the Arno shore, collecting rocks, braiding a flower crown and eating gelato. I climbed the 500 steps to the top of the Duomo and the 800 steps to the overlook of Piazzale Michelangelo yet do not feel stressed. I aimlessly roam. My evenings are spent watching the sunset and drinking many bottles of Chianti with Whitney, a wedding photographer whom I met at my hostel. This city feels rather carefree. A taste of home, and of wonderful Italian food, while still being so far from familiar. You can sit back and breathe easy here. You are encouraged to unwind and swig wine. So far, Florence has been my favorite city.

Friends, Romans, Countrymen.... Lend me your ears

I've been drinking it all in. Literally. And I don't mean alcohol- though I've had a glass of wine with every meal. I mean the city. The water. It flows fresh and cold from beautiful fountains scattered every few blocks. Marble lion heads spew straight from the aqueducts and into my water bottle. It's wonderful. Refreshing. Rome has become a part of me more so than I had anticipated. I drank from the fountain at the top of St. Peter's Basilica - Outside the Pantheon- Next to the Trevi Fountain. I have ingested the antiquity- the culture- the history.

Rome is an amazing city. I had thought the architecture of Barcelona was impressive so arriving here was absolutely stunning. Imagine turning a corner and seeing the Colosseum - Getting lost and finding the Spanish Steps. I ate pasta carbonara at Piazza Navona. I gazed at a Bernini sculpture while eating gelato. I made calls to those I miss and love while in Vatican City. I had always envisioned the Roman ruins to be confined to one area. One enclosed location housing the past. But they are everywhere- every street, every neighborhood. There are ancient stones outside modern looking condominiums. The rubble of old homes are strewn near souvenir shops. Broken columns are used as park benches. Bases of medieval statues sit, unadorned, in thick grass. Rome's yesterday is very much part of it's today. And, as I drink the water, it is very much a part of me.